He felt a shiver going down his spine, as the audiences starts streaming into the hall. Of course it wasn’t the first time Yamada was performing. He has performed countless times, and of course done SUMMARY for years. 

However, SUMMARY felt so much different from JUMP’s normal concerts.

“Are you alright?” Strong arms encircled around his waist, and a tiny smile played along Yamada’s lips as he leaned back into the embrace. “It’s always the same. The adrenaline needs to kick in soon. What about you, Yuto-kun?”

Kisses were planted on his temple, and Yamada quickly tilted his head, capturing Yuto’s lips with his. The younger boy just smiled into the kiss, and breaking apart, he pulled Yamada back to the dressing area where the rest of the members are.

“Don’t worry, you’ve ‘flown’ in SUMMARY so many times. And if you fall, I’d be the first one to run out and catch you.”

“Promise me that you’d do that alright?”

“Of course I promise, Yamada Ryosuke.”

***

It wasn’t that bad, since his tension was high during the show, with the support of the fans, and the secret eye-contacts he and Yuto shared throughout the show. “Good job.” Yuto had quickly peck Yamada on the lips, resulting to Chinen groaning that they should get a room.

The couple had ignored the other members’ complains, easily laughing it off. 

“Did you remember when we first met?” Their stuffs where half packed, and Yamada pulled off his costume and nodded, “What about it Yuto-kun?”

“I don’t know why, but out of all the juniors, you were the one that caught my eyes.” He felt Yamada leaning against him, and Yuto ruffled Yamada’s hair. “Maybe it’s because I was so dark back then and sported a bowl-cut.”

“Who knows,” That had earned him a playful slap on the shoulder. He knew that Yamada wasn’t angry, since he could hear a giggle coming out from the older’s mouth. “It’s just amazing that back then, we were juniors dancing for NEWS and KAT-TUN for SUMMARY, and now. We’re here together in the same group, hosting SUMMARY.”

Yamada’s back was facing him, and both of them were in their usual outfits. A sigh escaped from Yamada’s mouth, “You’re right. Another amazing thing was that back at that time, we were just friends. And now, we’re together.” When Yamada had turned around to look at him, Yuto felt his heart thumping against his chest hard.

The smile on Yamada’s face, it was a true smile and a smile that was especially reserved for Yuto. “You shouldn’t smile like that so much, Yama-chan.” He was walking towards Yamada, and he saw the shorter boy pouting, “Why so, Yuto-kun?”

When he was finally in front of him, Yuto cupped Yamada’s chin, and whispered with their lips close, “Because you’re making me fall for you, deeper and deeper.”

“Back then, in my first SUMMARY concert as a junior, I would’ve never thought that one day, my much admired senpai, Nakajima Yuto, would end up as my boyfriend.” Their lips gently touched each other, and Yamada’s lips curled up into a smile. “Back then, I would’ve never thought that I would confess to my crush and end up with him.”

It was amazing that although they have performed SUMMARY together for so many years, from the first to the present, their relationship has changed, so much.